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You have an extraordinarily interesting perspective on this, and as I've said before, I have so much respect for how you take this on in the upper administration. You should write a book about your experiences doing that.

I've been a postdoc and research associate at UBC, was faculty elsewhere in between, and returned as research admin staff after a few years as a stay-at-home parent. I was fired in 2022 while on the initial probationary period. While an element of this was a personality clash with my boss over ethics and the manifestation of authority, I wasn't anything like disrespectful or unsupportive. There's a lot of grant funding at stake in my area of biomedicine, and my knowledge around that *and* social issues was somewhat in demand owing to the contemporary prominence of EDI, including in funding competitions. The sticking point boiled down to me not only being able to say things in grants that was useful in meeting EDI standards, it was that I aspired to live it also. The sums of money involved tend to lead people, especially people who do well in large bureaucracies and competitive environments, to...have a fairly loose correspondence between communication and substantive intent. I knew me being fired was coming, such is the nature of these things in bureaucracies, and decided not to fight it because the culture was so corrupt and dissatisfying. It was pretty grotesque to witness really. In the academic realm, being able to have ideas that were strong enough and back them up with hard work always let me get away with being unprofessional (which I use more in a perjorative sense of capitulating to power, conforming to bureaucratic expectations etc), but to be part of that machine directly, I'm not sure I could pull off without a network of support. Anyway, I ponder the utility of my own, very modest form of resistance in the form of direct action in how it might have made some people critique things. I know for sure many just thought it was weird. It was an experience for sure.

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